Haven't been on in 3 years. So yeah. Coming back.

It's been a while since I've been here. Sorry... >_<

Uhh... I think I've mad some stuff since I went on hiatus [sp?] Cheah... well I'm going to submit some of my works after I finish writing this.





weeeeeeeee.

I haven't written anything on here in like forever.... daamn... I haven;t made anything new because I've been busy cleaning my computer, doing homework, and going to ANIME CONVENTIONS! haha ... I'll work on something soon....



-_-' Cheah... kyle is punished... he might get off on april 18th... which is a month before he would have originally have gotten off. Welll... I only have 2 more minutes in this class [web design] it was a free period today. YAY! now I have to go to gym which I'm actually happy about.


I love gym... I just wish I could go running and not play stupid candy ass pinball and get hit in the face with balls >_< I hate boys!

I feel so stupid for feeling this way but... I'm really upset.

I've been wanting to talk to Kyle for a while because I haven't been feeling that great... and it's just like... impossible for him to talk to me. I feel like just saying... "You know what call me when YOU feel like talking."

*cry* And it's like I've been fucking depressed for the last couple of days and all I want to do is talk to him.... Now i don't even fucking want to... I don't want anything to do with him. I don't want to talk to him about how i feel in anyway shape or form. I don't want to tell him how my fucking weekend was or what happened at school.

*sob* All i wanted to do was talk to him and now I don't want anything to do with him.

fuck.

god everything is fucking annoying me especially my mom.. and i wish she would just leave me the fuck alone


mom- "did i do something wrong? what's wrong? are you crying?"

me- "no nothing is wrong! just please leave me alone!!" (meanwhile what i want to say is yes something is wrong but i dont want to fucking talk to you about it so just get the fuck away from me and yes im fucking crying okay?!)

mom- "no im not leaving you alone!" *storms out of my room and turns my light off like that's suppose to do anything to me*

me- "dont turn off my fricken light!" *gets up turns light on and slams door*

kyle is STILL punished... i was looking foward to talking to him ALL day... and now I don't even want to anymore. I'm so mad at him. I've been feeling like shit and he has to go and staple a kids hand and get grounded! God what a fucking idiot!

*sigh* fucking amateurs